Tuesday, October 30, 2012

tamat sudah berpantang

bye bye confinement.. i ll be missing u...
we ll meet again later.. insya allah.
i ll miss everything about confinement.
dar makan ke cara jalan ke tungku ke urut ke stokin ....
i just enjoyed every single moment of confinement.


spent raya haji at Fil house. 
quality time with hubby.
and now hubby dah balik. 
rindu again.
we havent finalised bila nk reunite kt puchong.
let me think of several things before balik.


till then.. bye

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Semakin hampir...

hari ni dah masuk 37 hari berpantang.
so far ok.
masih bertungku, mandi rempah, pilis etc.
urut dah habis tapi na nak amik several days lagi urut utk tmbh susu etc.
insya allah.


nak cari deep freezer.
auto vibrate bouncer sbb sufi mcm susah nk tido sendiri.
huhu x jd kerja macam nie.
malam ok sufi tido n bgn bila nk susu ja.
siang asek nk bergayut nenen.
huhuhu...


my sun chenta hati balik 2 mggu skali.
we whats app a lot...
hehe tq to technology.
owh we also skype.
rindu...
khamis ni we ll be reunite again.
balik beraya rumah in law.
and my confinement will end on the second day of raya haji 
hehe.


masih serba salah fikir bila nk balik kl.
huhu.
bolehkah ku handle two boys alone...
with house chores..
herm.
let see.


donno why i cant upload pics via dis hp.
nanti la.
bye...

Friday, October 5, 2012

Admitted because of HIGH BP + 1st time induced

Merujuk kepada entry INI, Na ada follow up appointment dengan Dr Idora on 08th September 2012.
Sehari sebelum check up, Na selsema and sakit kepala.
Kiranya memang melepek la sebab sakit kepala yang teramat.
Hari check up to tengok BP tinggi, 160-105.
Maka Dr Idora suggest Na masuk wad sebab high BP is one of the pregnancy complication.
Tambahan lagi hujung2 usia kandungan, so she wanna monitor me closely.


She allowed me to have a lunch outside first and settle other things and admit myself at 4.00 pm.
So Na pegi lunch dulu..
Balik rumah mandi and settle some things sebelum off to PMC again.
Sempat mintak ampun dengan Bapak and Mama.
I really think that I'll deliver during that admission period.
Huk Huk Huk.


Sampai je, hubby settle admission procedure..  Deposit kena RM 3000 and masuk la saya ke wad.
Terus kena soal itu ini.
Isi borang itu ini.
Dapat brochure macam2,
Check BP, CTG.
And makan ubat darah tinggi.
Huhu..


Na admitted on 08th September 2012, hari Sabtu.
Lepas dah makan ubat darah tinggi, my BP dah terkawal.
CTG pon OK. 
Ada contraction manja2 ja.


Esoknya pukul 10 am, 09th September 2012..
Dr Idora datang check.
BP dah OK, so she suggest for pitocin induce since Na pun dah 39 minggu 5 hari.
I said, OK.
(^_^)


Sebelum tue, she performed VE and again, it was only 1 cm dilated.
(-_-')
Waktu ni dah down tapi memikirkan induce maybe boleh bantu labor process, I tried to be optimist.
Maka Dr inserted pitocin capsule melalui bawah.
Tak sakit.
Lepas dah masuk, Dr suruh bedrest selama sejam then berjalan lah keliling wad.
Contraction cuma akan berlaku dalam masa 5 ke 6 jam.
Maka the waiting game started.


Pukul 4 pm, (selepas 5 jam)..  Nurse datang tanya whether I feel anything. 
Na tak rasa apa2 langsung.
:(
Nurse keep asking and sampai la diorang datang pasang CTG and looking at the graph I know that there's no contraction at all.
I asked the nurse whether this is normal.
And the nurse even nampak sangat cuba untuk tenangkan patient nie..
Dia cakap, semua nie keje Allah sayang. Lain orang lain dia punya kesan.
Maybe u lambat sikit baru rasa..
Waktu nie memang Na dah tahu, this doesn't work well.
Jangan la tanya perasaan Na waktu tue.
Huhuh.
I sms my mom and keep crying...
Sangat tidak sihat untuk ibu mengandung....


Pukul 7 pm, Na mula sakit.
Sakit, sakit, sakit, sakit.
10 minit sekali, 5 minit sekali, 3 minit sekali.
It was so painful.
Bukan macam kena geget semut.
Maybe betul macam senggugut, tapi kali 10.
Sakit sangat.
Taktau nak describe macam mana.
Meleleh air mata.
Bila contraction datang, Na pegang katil kuat2.
Selawat, doa nabi Yunus...
Sakit sungguh.
Genggam tangan hubby kuat2.
Itu ja.
At the sametime, Na lega jugak mengenangkan at least the Pitocin work la kan even lambat.
Last sekali, midwife datang and said they need to transfer me to labor room.
Consistent contraction plus baby's heartbeat is not good.
Heartbeat baby sangat tinggi which means baby is stress.
Waktu nie Na redha ja, janji baby selamat.
Bila dah transfer masuk labor room.
Dr advised Na suh amik pethidine which will help to calm both baby and me.
Hubby and I both agreed.
Before that...
The midwife perform VE and guess what?
It was still 1 cm.
*crying*
I was so frustrated sampai rasa takmau cakap dengan sapa2.


Cucuk pethidine, and sekejap lepas tue.
Na dah tak sedar apa2..
Tertido.
Esok bangun..
Taaadaaa... Tiada lagi contraction.


Dr Idora datang and explain pasal semalam.
Berlapik tapi I'm mature enuff to understand that the induce did not work.
Contraction tue cuma disebabkan ubat tue.
Bukan sebab rahim nak terbukak.
And she said apparently baby can't stand the condition, so she suggested untuk bagi Na keluar.
And let it come naturally.
Waktu nie Na blur, so Na agree untuk discharge.


It was 3days 2 nights stay in PMC, Bangsar.
Under high BP monitoring and induce.
Which is to no avail.
Tiada bayi dilahirkan.
Masuk mengandung, keluar jugak mengandung.


But at least, Na berpeluang merasa sakit contraction.
Terima kasih Ya Allah.



Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Separuh jiwaku pergi...

Sudah 3 hari berjauhan...
I miss him like the sun misses the flowers in the depth winter.


I have 2 mini him wif ke.
Manakan sama dengan si dia. Huhuhu.


So far berpantang ok.
Urut pon cuma tggl lagi 2 hari.
Sedap badan.

Big thanks to bapak, mama, adik, kteh, ksu n all sebab sama2 jaga me n babies.
tq so much.

Lepas abih pakej urut, kena disiplin buat sendiri.
So far na puas hati dengan tanamera post natal set.
Herbal tea... perghhhh....



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