Monday, May 9, 2011

I don't want this..

Macam sudah kehilangan Saif. 
I've been away from him for 3 days.  
And cuma pulang rumah waktu Saif dah tido.  
Hampir seminggu tak jumpa Saif dalam keadaan yang 'waras'.


Last weekend, hubby attended course on Sat.
My family was here with me.
Saif is seeking my attention.
But I was too tired to be cool.
Too tired to attend to him.
Na menjadi ibu yang dingin.
:(


I blame myself..
sobs sobs..
I just too tired of all these.
And now I felt guilty.
Setiap saat rasa sebak dalam dada.
Saya rindu anak saya.
Dan saya pasti dia rindukan Mama.
:(


He's asleep.
I managed to read him a storybook just now.
Playing robot tembak2.
Main tarik2 lori.
Anything will do.


Asalkan saya dan dia.
Saif dan Mama.
Anak dan ibu.


Mama janji.
Mama berhenti setakat ini.
Bukan itu yang Mama mahu.
Mama mahu kamu.


Kehangatan kasih.
Keceriaan tawa.
Kemanisan keluarga.
Mama mahu kamu.


Mungkin lebih dari keinginan kamu pada Mama....
You are my everything.





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