Thursday, December 18, 2014

Definisi kasih

If u really love someone, guide her or him to the correct path.
You will never go wrong.
Insya allah.

Friday, December 12, 2014

Game over!

Hehe.
Tamatlah penantian of something significant to my life.
Selepas dua level of interviews.
Lepas lama menunggu jawapan.

It's a nay. Negative. Gagal.
I didn't manage to go through.
I didn't get the position.

Sedih sangat.
Hari pertama dapat tahu memang la sedih.
I even cried... In the toilet. Haha.

Sebab feedback during the assessment were positive.
So I wonder what went wrong.
But that was ok.

I know who get the job, I tried to avoid from 'why she instead of me' thinking
I'd rather think what might be my weaknesses that makes me fail the interview.

Na tak suka nak persoalkan rezeki orang.
Let say ada orang promoted, tak payah kecoh2 why them.. Banyak orang ada masalah ni. Huhu. Cuba fikir kenapa korang tak dapat / tak layak and start improving. That will be much better..

So. For now nothing gonna happen. I will work as usual. Or even harder. Because i have big dream for next year.

I have a dream and will work towards it.

Above all, mungkin rezeki Na masih di maybank. Simply because He knows best.

Saturday, December 6, 2014

Merdeka!!!

Alhamdulillah.
Done all pkmc papers!
Yuuhuuu

Of course la happy.
Walaupon rasa i could do better kalau study harder.
Dont care.

At least dah habis!!!
Yea!!!!

Monday, December 1, 2014

My own way of settling down

No moving out and in shall happen any sooner.

None.

We've decided.

Status quo.

Stay in puchong, going to work by car / lrt whichever easier, sending the boys to the existing school,same baby sitter..

Puchong. Puchong. Puchong.

Nampaknya kajang akan jadi our weekend house. �� takpe, till one day. Insya allah.

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Last day working

Before going for 3 days study leave.
Need to finish all outstanding tasks before off to study.

I am not expecting much.
But at least to study most of the important chapters.
Cant afford to complete the whole module though.
Huhu.
Focus nana focus..


Saturday, November 22, 2014

Salute

Na merasa belajar, bekerja dalam satu masa tahun ni.
Singkat tapi melekat.

Makes me wonder, mampu ke Na go through this?
Boleh pass ke?
Keja boleh siap ke?

I'll work tomorrow.
Pengorbanan kerana tanggungjawab.
Semoga Na ikhlas bekerja.
Semoga ikhlas itu sampai padaNya.
Dan kembali pada Na.
Dalam bentuk redha Ilahi.

Insya Allah.

Those yang sambung belajar sambil bekerja.
You got my respect.

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Tempat wanita bukan di kaki

Kisah mah dan suami curangnya tersebar di internet.

Honestly Na rasa kisah itu benar ada di luar sana.
Wujud.
Mungkin minimal, tapi kritikal.

Sebab kosong dada dari Iman.
Jalan keluar yang hina.
Problem is to be solved.
Menjauhkan malah bertindak tidak menghadapi dan cuba selesaikan adalah salah.

Pilih untuk berzina.
Tatkala isteri setia?
Agreed with wardina, how low can the man be?

Na banyak baca artikel malah dengar ceramah yang wanita kena menghambakan diri pada suami.
Kena layan like a king.
Yada yada.

I am agree in a way.
BUT...
It takes two to tango.

Not denying just mintak pemahaman sikit.
Bekerja sama2.

Kalau lelaki balik kerja dah rasa penat apa perempuan tak penat?
Lepas kerja di pejabat, sambung pulak pakai topi surirumah.
Kerja lagi.

Pernah dengar toleransi?
Itu kena ada.
Give and take.
Jangan sebab dah selalu menerima, tak pandai memberi.

Dan oh, kami bukan hamba.
Sorry.

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Be on private mode: till the air is cleaned.

Email me your email add if you wanted to continue reading my little online diary.

Too many speculation, too many stalkers, too many perception.

I am out and about.

Sorry.

adiliahani@gmail.com

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Midnight entry

12.43 am.

On my bed in sunway medical centre.
Cant sleep.
Tried but cant.

My neighbour.
Chinese lady with a son that have similar symptoms to Sufi's.
Vomitting, diarrhea n fever.
While her son is soundly sleeping, she's on the other hand is working with her laptop.

I can feel that she's working on something from the way she types. We can identify those blogging vs typing a work related stuffs rite?

I wanted to do something like that.
From home, or in this case from hospital.
Flexible.

When can i be one?
Insya allah one day.

Owh by d way I really hope Sufi is not diagnosed as rotavirus infection.
It's kinda scary if it is so.
Huhu.

But anyway we are in a good hand, with of course the best hand i.e. Allah.
Insya allah.
Ok.
Ok.
Ok.

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